Life works in mysterious way

Like the legend of the phoenix

All ends with beginnings What keeps the planet spinning
The force from the beginning

I don't know whether I should happy or not with current condition. The feeling just mixed up in my head and my heart. I don't know how to answer people questions regarding this matters. Because simply they most probably doesn't understand and never felt like this before. I mean I double  my money in less than 6 month, but I still felt something missing. It's like this hole in your heart fill up by happiness that I double my money and that I got chance to drive Mazda 6 for a week. However, this patches is hollow ones. Full of small holes instead of solid ones. Wise man says that money cannot buy happiness, I think he is wrong. Of course money can buy happiness, have you see people unhappy on the jet ski? unhappy playing at universal studios or Disneyland?. Thing is, there's some happiness that money can buy. Not even American express can buy it. Some economists says it is sentimental value, extended utility and so forth. It is irrational behavior ones from people. I wonder, after studying economics full time for almost 7 years, why I still become irrational people. I simply doesn't understand.

In memoriam of Whipo, best friend on cold days, boring nights and lonely weekend.
Whipo: 2001 White Pontiac Sun fire